it gets more confusing every day..
we kiss, then we make up on the way
i hang up, you call.
we rise and we fall.
and we feel like just walking away.
as our love advances we take second chances.
though its not a fantasy i still want you to stay


I'll sing it one last time for you then we really have to go.
You've been the only thing that's right in a life time.
Light up, light up as if you have a choice. Even if you
cannot hear my voice, I'll be right beside you dear.
Louder, louder and we'll run for our lives. I can hardly
speak I understand why you can't raise your voice to say.
To think I might not see those eyes makes it so hard not
to cry. And as we say our long goodbye...I nearly do



"Well an airplane's faster than a cadillac & a whole lot smoother than a camel's back, but I don't care how you get to me, just get to me."



i find the map and draw a straight line over rivers,
farms and state lines. the distance from here to
where you'd be it's only finger lengths that i see.
i touch the place where i'd find your face, my finger
in creases of distant dark places. i'm miles away
from where you are, i lay down on the cold ground.
& i pray that something picks me up & sets me down
in your warms arms. we'd share each other like an
island. until exhausted, close our eyelids and
dreaming, picking up from the last place we left off.
your soft skin is weeping a joy you can't keep in



Well you are the one, the one that lies close to me
Whisper's "Hello, I've missed you quite terribly"
I fell in love, in love with you suddenly
Now there's no place else I could be but here in your arms
I like where you sleep,
When you sleep, next to me.
I like where you sleep... here



No matter how painful distance can be, not having him in my life would be worse.



I want you between me and the feeling I get when
I miss you, but everything here's telling me I should
be fine. So why is it so? It bothers me below that I'm
missing you every time. I got used to you whispering
things to me into the evening, we followed the sun, &
it's colors, and left this world. It seems to me, that I'm
definitely, hearing the best that I've heard. So throw
me a rope, to hold me in place, show me a clock, for
counting the days, down. 'Cause everything's easier
when you're beside me, come back and find me.
'Cause I feel alone.



the true test of love isn't when
you're together, it comes when you're
apart and you realize that despite
the distance, love is still there



Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad because I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.



When you care about someone as much as I do you, being apart is the hardest thing to get used to. I thought I'd handle it just fine, and that I'd be happy just to keep you on my mind. But it isn't always that easy, sometimes the only thing that would please me most is simply seeing you. I knew that I'd miss you, I just didn't know I'd miss you as much as I do

& this feeling right here..
is the exact reason why
i never gave up on you
when everyone else said
to stop trying.


& when i'm close to you, all i want is to be closer


"I know some day you will wake up as lonely as I am 'cause fate works both ways."


"Time comes to us softly, slowly.
It sits beside us for a while.
Then, long before we are ready, it moves on."
- If You Come Softly, Jacqueline Woodson


*there's always something hidden in a kiss between two people*


And now I want you back, but maybe not today.
Oh, but any day after that is fine.
I want to fall in love with you all over again.
I know it would be different this time...


all my
walking
talking
sleeping
breathing
nothing will ever be the same


all of my regret
will wash away some how
but i can not forget
the way i feel right now


and all I need is you next to me


And every passing second is a chance to turn it around.
And I still love you even though you're not around.
And I know there's such thing as too late.
But I never fell out of love with you.
And this past year has been so hard to get through


And I was trying to disappear,
But you got me wrapped around you
I can hardly breathe without you
I was trying to disappear
But I got lost in your eyes now,
You brought me down to size now.


And in case you were wondering
you are like a sunset to me.
You're all kinds of beautiful, as you end my day.
And you sweetly retire,
as the stars chase you away


And our love could have soared, over playgrounds and rooftops.
Every park bench screams your name.


And that's when I'll discover that revenge is sweet
As I sit there applauding from a front-row seat
When somebody breaks your heart
Like you, like you broke mine


And there's just something about you...
that makes me look again.


Are we too old to play hide and seek?
Cause Id give anything to hear you say:
"I found you."


As we lay on that blanket underneath the night sky
I hated the fact you had to go.
But, you completely made up for it by whispering,
"I'll even kiss you at all the red lights"
in my ear.


So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel


Baby, you don't know what you do to me


because the way we kiss
is better than any drug
because when i'm with you,
i believe in love


Here we lay again
On two separate beds, riding phone lines
To meet a familiar voice and pictures drawn from memory
We reflect on miscommunications and misunderstandings
And missing each other too
much too attached to let go
Turn our music down and we whisper,
"Say what you're thinking right now."


And you never would have thought it in the end
How amazing it feels just to live again
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
It burns a hole through everyone that feels it
Well you're never gonna find it
If you're looking for it


How can one be down,
tell me where to start
'Cause everytime you smile
I feel tremors in my heart
I have but one concern,
how can I get with you
Til my day comes, here's what, I'm gonna do
Be sittin' up in my room
Back here thinkin' bout you
I must confess, I'm a mess for you
Be sittin' up in my room
Back here thinkin' bout you
I'm just a mess, with a thing for you


But I'll leave my window open
Cause I'm too tired tonight
For all these games
Just know I'm right here hoping
You'll come in with the rain


but your heart is so cold that it shivers, and all
i know is that i'm nothing to you. so i followed
you into the party that no one invited me to,
and alone i made love to my boy and played
make believe it was you. but i watched you
forget your belongings, and belongings you've
got quite a few. i filled up your bag with my
longings and searched through this whole,
wide city for you. and we'll walk 'neath the
street lamps forever.. you'll say you remind me
of you. it's so damn cliche that it's clever, it's
so fucking false, you think that it's true, i heard
you forgot you were lovers and lovers
you've got one or two.


Im checkin your body language, i love the conversation
and when you lick your lips i get a tingly sensation
now we're both by tipsy, you say you're in the mood.
all i need is bout an hour, better yet make it two..


Cause I hate that stupid old pickup truck,
You never let me drive
You're a redneck, heartbreak
Who's really been a lie, yeah
So watch me strike a match
On all my wasted time
As far as I'm concerned,
You're just another picture to burn


Cause i know i was so blessed to find you
I'ma show and prove do my best to please you
Pull you together when you feel that you're about to fall apart
make up for the lovin that i never gave before
You're the only thing that makes sense in my life
If we fight i'm gonna make it all right
You should know that i'm in love with you ain't ever gonna leave
don't want no one else but you cause you're my everything


Cause tonight I know I miss you.
And tomorrow it will be the same.
So please tell me you still know my name.
And everything is better with you round the place.
So please tell me you still know my face.


Cause when push comes to shove
You taste what you're made of
You might bend, till you break
Cause its all you can take
On your knees you look up
Decide you've had enough
You get mad you get strong
Wipe your hands shake it off
Then you Stand, Then you stand


Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to you
I dont know just what to do
Crushing,
Im so into to you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to youuu
Ohhhh Imm
Crushing,
Im so into you
Dont know what Im gonna do
Gotta find a way to Youuuuuuu Ohohohhhh
And so Im left,
Short of breath
With that heavy feeling in my chest
Baby im so
Cruuuushed

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away


Hey thanks, thanks for that summer.
It's cold where you're going
I hope that your heart's always warm.
I gave you the best,
I gave you the best that I had.
You passed on the letters
And passed on the best that I had.


Do genuine kisses exist
in a world of plastic mistletoe?


do I go for history or chemistry?


Close my eyes,
let the whole thing pass me by,
there is no time to waste asking why..
I'll run away with you, by my side


I think about your face
and how i fall into those eyes
the outline that i trace
around the one that i call mine
time that called for space
unclear where you drew the line
i don't need to solve this case
and i don't need to look behind


Every once in a while, people step up. They rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you. And sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard. But if you look close enough, you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you're lucky, I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back.


every time i see your face my heart smiles


I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That "I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go"


fine; i'll admit it:
i think of you every second of every day
you are my favorite subject to talk about.
when i hug you i wish i was allowed to never
let you go. most of my dreams have you in them.
i always get excited when i get to see you again.
and i've completely and totally fallen for you


from underneath the trees we watch the sky
confusing stars with satilites
i never dreamed that you'd be mine
but here we are, we're here tonight.


drink up baby down
Are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind
'Cause it's all going off without you
Excuse me too busy you're writing your tragedy
These mishaps
You bubble-wrap
When you've no idea what you're like

So, let go,let go
Jump in
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown
So, let go, l-let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here
It's all right
'Cause there's beauty in the breakdown


got the radio on, my old blue jeans :
and I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve :
feeling lucky today, got the sunshine :
could you tell me what more do I need :
and tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah :
but that's ok <3


Guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after isn't enough
And I swear I'm guna cry, I'm sick of trying to be tough


Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come & gone
Don't know why I'm still searching
Don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
& who am I to say you need me


i bet you didn`t know that i`m terrified of the dark, and every time i think of you, i smile. i bet you don`t know that i hate thunderstorms, but love dancing in the rain. or how much i laugh with my friends & how much i truly enjoy being happy. i bet you don`t know how many tears i`ve cried just for you, or how much i doubt myself every day. i bet you don`t know how ticklish i am or how i can`t make decisions & how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes. i bet you didn`t know that i would do anything to be with you. but mostly i bet you didn`t know how much i still love you.


I can name all 50 states
48 get in the way, from me being next to you
If it were up to me we'd have everything we need
You'd have me and I'd have you


I can see myself waking up next to you. Your face being the first thing I see every morning with your bedhead hair and that sleepy smile..


I can't let myself get lost in his arms,
that's how I got my heart broken before


I could feel my heart flip and fall;
between the impatient pause of it all-
all that you will not say and all that I cannot ask


i could sit and watch you play basketball all day.
just to see you smile.
to watch comedy movies with you even if i don't understand a thing
they are saying, just to hear you laugh.
walking in the snow with you and you tackling me,
even when its freezing, i barely notice cause' your all i feel.


I didn't come here to tell you
that I can't live without you.
I can live without you.
I just don't want to


I dont know much but I know we will be
As happy as a 195os tv family
Except times infinity
- The Rocket Summer


I don't think you remember the time that i stood in front of your bed.
you picked me up off the floor
wrapped my legs around you, you laid me down slowly, on top of your covers.
You kissed me softly.
I ran my fingers through your hair
as shivers ran down my spine.
You pulled your lips away from mine
Your brown eyes were so clear
and the light on the ceiling created a halo around
your gorgeous head; as you smiled.
No. I don't think you remember that.
Because if you did, i know you wouldn't be so far from me as you are right now.


I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what
happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad,
when there's so much beauty in the world.
Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once,
and it's too much, my heart fills up like a
baloon that's about to burst... And then
I remember to relax, and stop trying to
hold on to it, and then it flows through
me like rain and I can't feel anything but
gratitude for every single moment of
my stupid little life.. I know, you have
no idea what I'm talking about.
But don't worry, you will.


I know that there are still some sparks that will show us
that fate hasn't completely given up on us..


I like being with you.
end of story.


i put my hand into his & felt his fingers fold over mine,
gently leading me to the edge of the floor.
i was about to make some joke to lighten things up,
but he put his arm around my waist & pulled me closer
& suddenly, i didn't feel like saying much of anything


I saw him staring at me- not glancing, but blatantly staring. and I wondered if he was staring at the wreckage he had created or if maybe, just maybe he regretted ever hurting me in the first place. In that moment I just wanted him to push me hard against a wall and kiss me. I didn't want to think anymore. I didn't want to question it . I just wanted to feel it. Sometimes that's all we need-- is just to feel it


I think part of the reason why we hold on to something
so tight, for so long; is because we fear something
so great will never happen again.


i want a boy who will make fun of me and swing with me.
one who will play video games with me and never ever lets me win.
i want a boy to share lollipops with
and one who will buy me ice cream just to get it all over me.
i want a boy who will hold my hand
and talk to me for hours on end about the most random things
while laying on the beach under the stars.
i want a boy who would pick me a daisy and put it in my hair.
and one that kisses me ever so often on my head,
just so i know i'm the only girl on his mind.
and that he's not afraid to show that he's taken.
i want a boy who will take chances and just be himself.
someone i can share everything with.
and i just want that boy who makes me smile everyday.


i was alone, angry and weird... until i met a group of people that didn't mind that i was alone angry and weird. they even loved me for it. so, i can't replace them and I can't imagine my life without them


I wonder what you look like under your t-shirt. I wonder what you sound like when you're not wearing words. I wonder what we have when we're not pretending.


If I told you that I need you
Would you run or stay with me?
Would you steal my heart again or set me free?
If I told you I would never leave you
Would you come unglued?
What would you do if I told you the truth?


If you can keep a secret I've got a blanket & a backseat in the back of my mind


if your heart isn't pounding and your palms aren't sweating
then this isn't worth it


And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
You're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive and not dead
Tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated, I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above


I'll carry around a piece of you to make it feel like home


I'm a war, of head versus heart
and it's always this way
my head is weak, my heart always speaks
before I know what it will say


I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever


i'm not going to stress over you anymore.
it isn't worth it. it tried to work something out,
but you just ignored it.
i'm not trying to say i don't want you,
because believe me, i do.
i'm just done chasing after you.


I'm on my third drink
& I've had a few before...
I'm tryin hard to think
And I think I want you on the floor


i'm rackin my brain
trying to comprehend
how for some unknown reason
our status will remain as friends
i'm destroying my mind
trying to understand
how with little to no effort you've got me
eating out of the palms of your hands


I'm trying not to give myself away
But my heart is beating way too loud


It doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. and how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. and you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little peices of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.


It hasn't felt like this before
It hasn't felt like home before you
And I know it's easy to say but it's harder to feel
This way
And I miss you more than I should
Than I thought I could
i cant get my mind off of you.


"It sounds stupid, but its easier being with someone who doesn't have the full ability to be with me the same way… only half-way giving my heart knowing I'm not responsible for anything, since he isn't free to give me his… Never being fully involved, therefore never being fully able of being let down. This way—I hurt myself, I bring myself into a situation that has no good ending and am able to say "when" at the time I know I need to."


It starts in my toes makes me crinkle my nose where ever it goes i always know that you make me smile please stay for a while now just take your time


It's just not exciting anymore. Meeting a new guy used to get me so happy, used to give me butterflies and smiles. Now that stuff just doesn't matter, because I already know how things are going to end up.


it's a lot easier to get out of it,
when you haven't put feelings into it


It's days like this when i'm jealous and i'm hurt and i just miss you.
I just miss everything and i know it sounds so cliche but i'm not over you.
I'm not, i'm not, i'm not. and i hate this whole "let's be friends thing," because
i can't do that, i just don't know how to do it. I don't know how to give my all and to
be in love, to have a fairytale come true and then just allow myself to see you as
someone who i can help with girl problems or just problems in general. I mean
think about sweety, when you're telling me
about your day all i want to do is
kiss you, when we're walking beside
each other all i want to do is reach
out for your hand. I just want everything that we used to have,
and i know it's wrong because you've moved on, but right now more than anything i just want you.


It's like you should know how you feel.
But you can't.
Your heart freezes and forgets to feel.
Almost like you should know
that you should hate them,
but you can't


it's the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. and it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. it's funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. it's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started. when feelings come and go & you can't decide what you want. when you have so many things to say but you don't know where to start. when you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. it's so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same. you tell yourself it's not worth it, but if it really didn't matter, you wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.


I've found almost everything ever written about love to be true. Shakespeare said "Journeys end in lovers meeting." What an extraordinary thought. Personally, I have not experienced anything remotely close to that, but I am more than willing to believe Shakespeare had


And I dont know how to be fine when Im not
Cause I dont know how to make a feeling stop


And you never write me letters
And you never sent my sweaters
So I could stay warm when I was without you
Without you I don't sleep
Just dream...


And I scratch these words into a black notebook
I wrote your name on top I knew you'd never look
I tried my best to fight the atmosphere
To think the happy thoughts
That leave the phone lines clear
I see Arizona stars from here
But Peter Pan is miles away


knowing that someone is wrong for you
doesn't change the way you feel


this cannot be happening
this is over my head
but underneath my feet
cause by tomorrow morning ill have this thing beat
and everything will be back to the way that it was
i wish that it was just that easy
cause i'm waiting for tonight
been waiting for tomorrow
and i'm somewhere inbetween
what is real and just a dream


Listen and don't trip
I think I need a bottle with a genie in it
Here's my wish list
First one, I would create a heart changing love
Second one, I'll take yours and fill it all up
Third one, but I don't need a lot of wishes cause I'll be okay if I get one
If I had one wish, we would be best friends
Love would never end, it would just begin
If I had one wish, you would be my boo
Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you
If I had one wish, we would run away
Making love all day, have us a baby
If I had one wish, I'd make you my whole life
And you'd be my (hubby :-) ), make it right this time


Lost in this moment with you
I am completely consumed


Maybe I'm reaching
for something that's impossible,
-but at least I know what I want
and that's more than you can say..*


My biggest fear was september
when he had to go
A few cards and letters and one long distance call
we drifted away like the leaves in the fall
but year after year I come back to this place
just to remember the taste


Of course we'll meet new people and fall in love again,
of course we're gonna hate each other sometime & want to hurt each other
but we'll always have a history that won't let us forget about each other;
No matter how much we want to


Our song is on the radio,
& I feel your hand in mine,
but you're not here.


but i can't spell it out for you
no it's never gonna be that simple
no i can't spell it out for you
if you'd just realize what i just realized
then we'd be perfect for each other
and we'll never find another
just realize what i just realized
we'd never have to wonder
if we missed out on each other


Baby, I've got plans tonight
You don't know nothin about
I've been sittin round way too long
Tryin' to figure you out
But you say that you'll call and you don't
And I'm spinnin my wheels
So I'm goin out tonight in my red high heels
I'm gonna call up that old boyfriend you said
Still has it bad for me
I'm gonna take him into town, flaunt him around
For everyone to see
Well, you said once yourself, baby
Yeah, you know the deal


Fighting to keep this alive
Constantly fighting to keep myself going
Dear friend, I haven't the slightest desire
To help keep you going
Keep to myself all the time
(Kid it's better that way)
Try to avoid all the lines
(But I can't have you stay)
And the things that they say
Fighting to keep this alive
(Kid it's better that way)
Constantly fighting to keep myself going
(But I can't have you stay)
Please don't run from your problems
You can't keep running, there's no place to go
As you escape from your life
This house becomes hollow
And all we can do is just wait
Sit here and wait for this train to arrive
I've got my bags packed and I've said my goodbyes
Constantly giving into these moments
That just bring me down
Just bring me close enough to stay around, to stay around


Come on, take a step towards me
So you can figure me out
I've been hoping and praying for a single way
To show you what I'm all about
And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowds
But when this is over and done with and we walk away
There should be no doubts
So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now
You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong


Will you stay awake for me?
I don't wanna miss anything
I don't wanna miss anything
I will share the air I breathe,
I'll give you my heart on a string,
I just don't wanna miss anything.


and your slowly shaking finger tips
show that you're scared like me so
let pretend we're alone
and I know you may be scared
and I know we're unprepared
but I don't care


Seeing you standing there across the room still makes my heart beat faster, after all this time, I'm not over you…and maybe, that's not such a bad thing


seemed to stop my breath, my head on your chest. waiting to cave in. from the bottom of my; hear your voice again. could we dim the sun and wonder where we've been. maybe you and me; so kiss me like you did. my heart stopped beating; such a softer sin. i'm melting in your eyes. i lost my place. could stay a while. and I'm melting in your eyes like my first time that I caught fire. just stay with me; lay with me, now.


should i shake your hand or kiss your cheek?
convince you it's not lust, it's chemistry.


So I guess feelings don't matter.
And I guess you don't care.
My heart's not gonna recover.
You'll never be there.
I'm tired with all the fighting.
When you could make everything alright.
I'm tired of sitting writing this in the middle of the night.
I'm so sick of hurting, and trying not to care
My eye's led my soul to look empty.
My mind no longer cares.
And what's the use in "I Love You" when you never return.
What's the point in anything I'll just never learn.
Who are you to tell me what's me anyway.
You're just another sucker in a game I no longer play.
So I guess this is giving up, while your giving in.
It's just not important, when the bottles wearing thin.
So goodbye to nothing, and hello to nothing again.
Trying is pointless, when I'm losing once again.


Yes I'm blue, but from holding my breath,
like i have from start..
I'm the villain and i should confess,
I liked you better before


So why don't you dance a little closer, a little slower, we both know this is just for tonight.


Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile
The precious moments are all lost in the tide
Listen to your heart, just gotta listen to my heart
But I keep on ending up right back at the start
I see the finish line but something always in the way
But I gotta keep grinding cuz I'll reach it one day
When things seem impossible
You gotta realize anything is possible
So keep grindin', just listen to your heart


that's the trick. you can't care too much.
it's good to have guys like you,
but always keep them at a distance.
never give them a chance to hurt you.
kiss them, flirt with them,
keep them on a string,
but never, ever fall for one.


That's what I want to come home to, that's what I want to have to think about and dream about. I wanna know that the best part of my life is still ahead of me.


"And then there's another kind of love,
the cruelest kind.
that one that almost kills it's victims,
it's called unrequited love.
Of that, I am an expert.
Most love stories are about people that fall in love with each other,
But what about the rest of us?
What about our stories?
Those of us who fall in love alone.
We are the victims of the one-sided affair,
We are the cursed of the loved ones,
The unloved ones,
The walking wounded,
The handicapped without the advantage of a great parking space.
Yes you are looking at one such individual."


I understand feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible. And how it can actually ache in places you didn't know you had inside you. And it doesn't matter how many new haircuts you get, or gyms you join, or how many glasses of Chardonnay you drink with your girlfriends... you still go to bed every night going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy. And sometimes you can even convince yourself that he'll see the light and show up at your door. And after all that, however long all that may be, you'll go somewhere new. And you'll meet people who make you feel worthwhile again. And little pieces of your soul will finally come back. And all that fuzzy stuff, those years of your life that you wasted, that will eventually begin to fade.


The word "busy" is a load of crap and is most often used by assholes. The word "busy" is the relationship Weapon of Mass Destruction. Remember: Men are never too busy to get what they want. If he's not calling you, it's because you are not on his mind. Don't be with someone who doesn't do what they say they're going to do. "Busy" is another word for "asshole." "Asshole" is another word for the guy you like.


there now, steady love, so few come and don't go
will you won't you, be the one i always know
when i'm losing my control, the city spins around
you're the only one who knows, you slow it down


There's a part of me that dies when
you turn away your eyes.
I'm alive but not inside.
And you know all I wanted was your love,
but you left me high and dry.
You're the part of me that died my darling


there's nothing i'd rather do then lay on the beach with all my closest friends, listening to music, and letting my problems disappear as the sun sinks deep beneath my skin.


"I mean think about sweetie,
when you're telling me about your day
all i want to do is kiss you,
when we're walking beside each other
all i want to do is reach out for your hand.."


I wanna dance to the static of an AM radio
I wanna wrap the moon around us
And lay beside you skin on skin


True love cannot be defined by any means. It is a cluster of adjectives. It's crazy, passionate, complicated, painful , but most importantly- true love is real. It's that feeling of being inexplicably drawn to another person. Love isn't finding someone who you can escape reality with, it's finding someone who makes reality worthwhile


unless it's mad, passionate, extoradinary love, it's a waste of your time. there are too many mediocre things in life and love shouldn't be one of them


"Am I the Anti-Valentine? Absolutely not. It's a great concept but what I miss is the reason why that kind of emotion can't be expressed every day. I get the feeling the St. Valentine and fellow martyrs didn't have chocolates in uncreatively-designed, heart-shaped boxes or mass-produced greeting cards in mind when they died in the late 3rd century. Materialism isn't a requisite for love. Short-lived finger foods and expensive flowers don't show passion like actions and words do."


We can do anything, and nothing else matters
Crashed on your bed, breathing in time
I could hide away with you forever


We could live through these letters or forget it all together
See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take
When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away


we have four years to be irresponsible
relax ; work is for people with jobs. you'll never
remember class time, but you'll remember time
hanging out with your friends. so stay out late
go out on a tuesday night when you have a
paper due wednesday. spend money you dont have
& drink until the sunrise. the work never ends
but highschool does


We're holding hands and walking, our hair is all messed up and we have the biggest smiles on our faces.. It's so obvious what we've been doing, and so obvious that we don't care who knows it


What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.


When a guy would rather spend his
Friday night laying on the couch next to you,
Watching a movie && falling asleep,
& that's his idea of a good time
& he'll do it again next week,
That definitely means something.


Why does tonight have to end? Why can't we hit restart and pause it at our favorite parts? We'll skip the good-byes. If I had it my way, I'd turn the car around and run away, just you and I.


Why don't you stay with me
Share all your secrets tonight
We can make believe the morning sun never will rise
Come and lay your head on this big brass bed
And we'll be alright as long as you stay with me


why is it that we put so much time and effort into those who don't even know we exist? yet when someone shows a slight interest, or puts forth some effort, we shrug it off and fail to notice them?


Yes, it's true
You've brainwashed me and now I'm more confused
I still somehow hope I end up with you


Yesterday at the market, I saw a couple holding hands... and I realized we'll never do that. Never anything like it. No picnics or unguarded smiles. No rings. Just... stolen moments that leave too quickly


You are the sun in my winter sky.
you are the hello in my good-bye.
You are the stars shining down on me.
you are everything I had hoped you would be.
You are the arms wrapped around a hug.
you are the pull when I need a little tug.
You are the lips that feel my gentle touch.
you are the one who loves me so much.
You are the one who I come to for love.
you are my angel sent from above.
I need your love.
I need you too, because I am the I in I love you


You can always tell when two people are best friends because they're always having way more fun than it makes sense for them to be having


You can never have to much sky. You can fall asleep and wake up drunk on sky, and sky can keep you safe when you are sad. Here there is too much sadness and not enough sky. Butterflies too are few and so are flowers and most things that are beautiful. Still, we take what we can get and make the best of it..


You could get lost in a night like this,
so empty your thoughts and open your heart to the bliss


you're who i want to wake up with
and go to bed with
and do everything in between with.

And our love could have soared, over playgrounds and rooftops.
Every park bench screams your name.



*there's always something hidden in a kiss between two people*



And now I want you back, but maybe not today.
Oh, but any day after that is fine.
I want to fall in love with you all over again.
I know it would be different this time...
-The Mascara Story



And you never would have thought it in the end
How amazing it feels just to live again
It's a feeling that you cannot miss
It burns a hole through everyone that feels it
Well you're never gonna find it
If you're looking for it
-the used




I'm looking for this quote, i had it in my info a while back, and my friend was asking me what it said and i couldn't remember how it went.. its something like your never going to learn how to fly if you dont take the jump

love is everything. love is an addiction. love is when you constantly have him/her on your mind. love is when you put up with the dumbest shit, because it's worth the fight. love is when you stick around for so long because you don't want to see yourself, or him/her with anyone else. love is when you're not afraid to hurt, or get hurt sometimes. love is sitting home on a saturday night when he/she isn't around. love is falling asleep next to him/her, and waking up with a smile and happiness. love is all the silly little things you do when you're together. love is not being afraid to be yourself. love is about finding things about yourself that you didn't know before. love is all about surprises and hopes. it's about believing and miracles. it's about walking on air, goose bumps on your arm, and the chills. it's with every touch of his/her sends shivers and you can feel it, and i mean REALLY feel it. you believe it's worth the fights, the tears, the heartache, the bad times because that will bring you the good times, the happiness, the comfort, the compassion. love is good. love is amazing. love kills. love is everything. so why be without it?

Basically, i think love is a feeling. it's that
feeling you get when you know you are going
to see that person. you're always counting down
the minutes, the hours, the days, or even
the months until you will see them again. Cause
you love that feeling you have when you're
with them. you know that butterfly, giggly, warm,
this-smile-is-never-gonna-leave-my-face feeling.
Love is a feeling of perfect happiness &
contentment. Being in their arms means
that everything will be okay & even if it's
really not going to be, you get a feeling that
they'll do whatever they can to make it be, or just
to try to make you feel better. it's that feeling that
you are loved for who you are, & you love them
for who they are. Every bit of them, no matter
how obnoxious or out of character it may seem
at times. It's about how you love to brag about
them & annoy your friends cause half the things
they say or do really isn't all that sweet & is
really overly corny, but you can care less
cause that to you is special. It's about how they
are the first one you want to talk to when
anything is good or bad, & how you are always
learning something new, no matter how long
you have been dating..It's about CHANGING
& being a new person. Not necessairly changing
your ways or who you are, but wanting to
be different & a better person simply cause
that person is in your life & you want
to be everything to them..

Love Is...
Love is when you call all the time just
to ask how their day went.
Love it the way that just the sound of
their voice comforts you.
Love is how you can tell exactly what
they're feeling with a single glance.
Love is spending hours on the phone,
even when you've just seen each
other less than an hour ago.
Love is the way you think about them
every second of every day.
Love is the feeling you get in your heart
when you talk to them.
Love is that goofy grin that comes
across your face when you think of them.
Love is the way you feel in the morning
when you've dreamt about them all night.
Love is the way you go speechless when
they tell you something extra sweet.
Love is the way you never want to let
them go when you hug them.
Love is the way you memorize exactly
what they smell like.
Love is the way your fingers intertwine
perfectly like two puzzle pieces.
Love is the way you melt when they
look you straight in the eye.
Love is the reason you wake up every morning
just to see their face one more time and never
wanting to live another day without them ever again.

found this in a bulletin on myspace and i wanted to cry




Definition Of A Kiss
Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex"
*Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine"
*Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny"
*Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends"
*Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you"
*Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together"
*Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you"
*Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you"
*Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other"
*Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine"
*Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you"
*Holding on tight ---"Don't let go"
*Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't leave me"
*Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me"
*Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go"
*Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you"


--Advice--
* Dont ask for a kiss, take one.
*If you were thinking about someone while reading this,
you're definitely in Love.

--Requirements--
*Post this again after reading!!
Or you will have a bad year of Relationships.


If you LIKE, LOVE, OR MISS someone right now
and can't get them out of your head
then Re-post this within One Minute and Whoever you are missing will surprise you.
Repost this as "definition of a kiss"

i want a boy a nice and bad boy a boy who has spikey hair, and lets me play with it he'll tell me we're like cory and topanga he'll give me his favorite sweatshirt he'll stay home and watch disney movies with me & he'll tell me he loves it, even though he doesnt he'll call me at 3 a.m and ask me what i'm doing he'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me; and needed to hear my voice he'll IM me everyday before school saying "have a great day babe, i love you" & he always whispers something sweet in my ear he'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band & he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me infront of his friends when i cry he'll tell me i'm to beautiful to cry, and kiss away every tear he'll always make me feel better because he has all the right things to say all his friends will know we're in love because he talks about it with them he'll stay up with me all night when i'm sick when we're walking together, he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear he'll love everything about me, and tell me that i'm perfect we always end up laughing about silly fights we wont get mad at making fun of eachother, because we laugh at every bit of it he'll surprise me by bringing me my favorite food when i'm having a bad day whenever we went out for icecream, he'd put some on my nose... then i'll put some all over his face & we just never stop laughing he wouldn't be scared to cry infront of me, and he'll hold me when i cry he'll introduce me to my friends as "the coolest girl he's ever met" he'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from those 25 cent machines he would take walks with me in the snow, and we'd catch snowflakes on our tongues he would grab my neck and kiss my neck & we'd always take pictures in photo booths he'll let me go places with his mom we would play tag and not care who's watching we'd kiss in the rain and when i hear him speak, i'll fall in love all over again i want a boy who can argue over stupid things with me, and then go totally soft when i got sad and apologize i want someone who will lay outside with me and look at the stars someone that will squirt me with waterguns inside of the house when we kiss, our hips will be pressed together i want someone to be there, no matter what, always and forever i'll be his everything, and he'll be even more to me he will love me for always





i found this in my random searching myspace, in someone's blogs.. and i just about wanted to cry, realising i have nothing close to this.. and this is everything i would want :(

I can't even begin to explain to you how much I'm gonna miss you. When I think about not seeing you every day, it makes me not want to go... Okay, so if you think that I didn't say goodbye to you because you don't mean as much to me as everybody else, you're wrong. It's because you mean more to me. So there, all right, there's your goodbye.

so it's summer.. and what a crazy one it's been.. can't wait till school and to be a seniorrrrr

kk, i just have this to read my friends' journals on livejournal, i have a journal @ another site, just leave me a comment or something if u'd like to read that one.. ttfn*